Incinerated Self

Lost and tried and through
I incinerated myself after you
All fault is toward blame; I halt to throw any at you
Every thing I knew which made me learn to love
Stitching new altitudes
Lost and tried and through
I incinerated myself after you

Still fake persuasions over take sensation
Skies continue black to blue
Constituting forced attitudes
Lost and tried and through
I incinerated myself after you

Ditching last efforts
Rapport torn from door to door
All tailed tales fail
Too stale for more
Overly short on all courts
Lost and tried and through
I incinerated myself after you

Kiting my mind by ribbon's unwind
Hands bled wrapped by strand's twines
Skitching myself ever south
My memories caught blazing in love's burning infernal rage
Lost and tried and through
I incinerated myself after you

If you're still holding on
Thank God someone I care cares
As every one else has returned only blank stares
Knowing I'd known you were my first and only care when compared to all else and myself
Hesitated gut-wrenching love torture burning first glance makes sense in lament's fits
Lost and tried and through
I incinerated myself after you
Too fortunate for those moments
Rest of life an endless constant chore
Lost and tried and through
I incinerated myself after you

Poems say persist ever-more
Creator shaking our every sense's sentient tensions
Inner roaring insists bitter distaste
Contemplating opt-out and spite's everlasting shout
Lost and tried and through
I incinerated myself after you

Why try on, when all's gone
When taste's left for all assertion
Blinding mind's shine, in passed time
Given in, too shot up, consisting of literature's null steps
Lost and tried and through
I incinerated myself after you
Half-thought by persistence's cause
As mind races on, only for one sum
Lost and tried and through
I incinerated myself after you
Endowed unstructured consciousness
Soared past spiraling sorrow
Until.. lost and tried and through,
With emptiness all I knew,
I incinerated myself just for you